1st Birthday Bash!!

"YAY!!! Cake.....no, Frosting... is the best thing EVER!!!!"

"I think I just fell in love...will you be my monkey??"

Nana Lovin'

Wow. So B-dawg is ONE!!!! Unbelievable journey this first year. We have, all 3 of us, changed in so many ways, dramatically. Adam is an extremely hard working "bread-winner" and "honey-doer", (we're so living in the 50's stereotype...it might make a few people a little ill...sorry) A PROUD, concerned, and very involved Dada, and an incredible friend and partner to me. Still striving to get his action on, but definitely having to prioritize WAAAAY more than ever before.
I....... am a... MOM. Do i really need to say much more?
And B, sweet charismatic little Brayden; has gone from a larval, helpless, little shriveled being, to a stout, personality-filled, little KID, who knows how to communicate his intentions, curiosities, needs, and wants, who understands SOOO much more than we all give him credit for, and who is in a constant state of actively exploring.... EVERYTHING in his world.....every waking moment ("BUSY" might be a good word used to describe his activitiy level:)). Currently he is "the transporter of goods." Taking one object to another place...far, far away (in his world) stashing it, and retrieving another for its next big transport. We couldn't find the TV controls for 3 days, went to get my watering pitcher from under the kitchen sink...there is was...nestled away in the pitcher, under a couple of blocks, a stuffed sheep, and a binky. "That's where THAT goes."
Brayden is a constant joy, stress, and pure entertainment. I am more in love than I have ever been in my life, both with my son and my "husband," at the same time, I am a little more on edge than BB (before Brayden).... To love this much, the fear of something going wrong weighs heavier than I have experienced ever before. Also the pure joy of just watching such true contentment (most of the time) and fresh, growing knowledge, is a reward I thought I'd never hold so high. All and all...WHAT a YEAR!!!! Happy, healthy, and moving forward!! All 6 of us! Happy Birthday Brayden!! Your party was a hit, and literally since that day...you just seem a little different.....like a total TODDLER!!!! luv you xxx

Little dude!

1 day old...can't believe its almost been a year!!

Happy boy

Little dude

Wow, Brayden is 11 1/2 months...almost 1!!!! Crazy! I've witnessed so many amazing moments, milestones, and accomplishments, new life is incredible!! We officially have a little toddler. Brayden has been walking for alomost 3 wks now and is really getting it down...finally! It has been the most nerve wracking time with him so far...my neck is in constant stress related pain! Just the gut wrenching falls and tumbles. Oye!! But I'm learning to relax and hes learning to catch himself ...most of the time. Life is great, B is the best little dude I could ask for, so happy and easy! He LOVES people, and going places. But he is still very snuggly and attentive to mama. He is way into cars, and making the bbbthhhhh sound when he rolls them back and forth. Loves the dogs and cat. Loves his grandmas, Nana(my mom) and Gumma(Adam'smom), which we are lucky enough to have a day with every week, B has a blast, as do I. He says mama, dada, nana, and night night. Growls when he sees a lion, still does "happy feet" when he gets really excited. He signs for more, please, and hungry (LIVES for food!) He calls the dogs by slapping his thigh and calls for the cat by rubbing his fingers together...they never listen to him but will one day cause thats just how I call for em. :) Hes got 2 teeth on the bottom and getting 4 all at once on top. Loves to brush his teeth and can spend an hr playing with and chewing on a toothbrush. Outside is a blast, dirt digging and water splashing are thrilling!!! Brayden is just a happy, super smart, little dude that is turning more and more into just that and not a baby any more. Kinda sad and kinda exciting at the same time. Love of my life. Looking forward to his big 1st B-day party!! x

10 months already?!!

peeeeek!!


Chillin' in the hammock with cousin Gillian. (We pick her up after school on some fridays :))


Anything can be a drum...yeaahhh!!


You promise you didn't eat any dirt?? Show me



Wow...well Brayden has achieved some major milestones since Jan. He finally became mobile over a month or so ago, hes got the gangsta crawl...using his right foot and left knee. He is pulling up on things but has yet to really have his balance figured out up on his feet. Hes getting teeth, and being quite stoic about the whole thing. Although, the little booger has bitten me already in play, and man those things are sharp! We miss music class, which was a welcome fun activity everyweek for 10 wks! B was just starting to really feel compfy enough to ham it up to everyone in the class, and know what to do when the instruments presented themselves. But warm weather is hopefully on its way and we'll be spending a lot more time outside playing. He does love music and bobbs up and down and claps his hands or waves his arms to certain songs...some favs are Bob Marley, this one wierd little german polka melody, and his music together cds. Schedule is still key and hes a rockstar at sticking to it. All is well, Brayden is a huge flirt, very happy and healthy. As are Adam and myself...aside from the flirt part...that gets us into trouble :) We plan to have a big party for his 1st, and I'm just pretty much crossing my fingers for warm weather and sunshine to head our way sooooon!! :)))

the holidays are over

Sand is so coooool! And summer in JAN??

But I want to go ALL the way in!

Awww. our babies :)

Whew! Jan 2009 has been a crazy new start to the year! The weather...tho I'm lovin it, feels a bit more like Colorado than Portland, snow and sunshine and brrrr!! No complaining here, but it is out of the norm. We, sadly, had to say goodbye to Indica a few weeks ago. It was SOOO hard, he woke one morning and couldn't straighten his front R leg, and his back legs, already rendered pretty useless, he couldn't walk at all. A TOUGH and very emotional decision. HE had an amazing life of 14yrs, and leaves us with SOO many fun, funny, and great memories!
Anyhooo, on a brighter note; Brayden is amazing and more fun...yes...again, even MORE fun! I think this is becoming a trend...can't wait for next month! He's rolling all over the place, is hillarious in the walker we recently got, or should I say Runner! HE understands certain words, and is all about gadgets, and LOVES an audience. He says "mum" often, but totally randomly. He can feed himself tiny bits of things..good when its edible, not so good when its DIRT, or a hairball! He can spend all day "walking" and not so much time just sitting or being held, he wants to be on the go all of the time. I think it might be slowing his "actual mobility" tho, because he doesn't want to spend anytime trying to figure out how to get around for himself. If he can't be upright, he thinks it sucks!! He actually has his first cold right now, which I found out today is pnemonia and an ear infection, its HORRIBLE to see! I can't believe how happy he is, I'd be crying and pissed! No one warned me how INSANELY stressfull motherhood is, I feel the gray hairs making their home in my scalp!! UGH! But we'll pull though this, and I'm so amazed how happy he is...biggest ham ever! Hes so entertaining, my favorite is his little exploratory index finger!! Life continues to be great through the ups and downs, but I AM feeling a warm vacation is due here pretty soon. Maui...here we come?